I've Left

In a world like this what can you expect

But to wait out your days 'till there's nothing left.

Unsure of what's coming, only know of whats gone

And expecting your day to go horribly wrong.

The pain you have suffered, never to leave

The tears you have cried are staining your sleeve.

The fears you have now, of what to come next

And the secrets you wish to get off your chest.

In the world all alone, no one lived your life through,

All the problems you've had, all the things that you knew.

What did you do wrong, to deserve all of this

But being happy is the thing that I miss.

In a world like this what can you expect

But to wait out your days 'till I have left.



A Thing Of Fright

Where are you?

I know you're out there, waiting until I'm most vulnerable. Most fragile and weak. You wait in the shadows for me, waiting and waiting. Waiting along with my fears.

Who are you?

Where did you come from? What is your name? What do you want from me? What harm have I caused you? Who is now causing my fears?

What are you?

Are you a person seeking guidance? Are you a monster wanting to hurt me? You're probably some creature who's after me. A being consisted of fears.

What did I do?

Did I upset or hurt you? Or are you just poking fun? Because this isn't fun. It's not fun to have fears. 

What am I to do but wait along with you and sit in the dark with all of my fears.

Stop Taunting Me

Watch as we suffer, Watch us all plead,
Watch as we cry and fall to our knees.

Haunt all our thoughts, Hurt everyday,
Knowing this pain will never go away.

Slammed to the ground, Battered and bruised,
Seeing you is never good news.

Insults and rumours, All against me,
Same type of things every child will see.

I will be alone, Won't have any friends,
Because you are their leader, and you won't let it end.

You will ruin my life, memories will always hurt me,
Cuz your nothing but one big bully.

 

Oh Darling....

Darling sweet Darling, what's happened to you?

The tears that you shed are nothing new.

The pain in your heart, the fear in your eyes,

The sadness you feel when you hear your cries.

Darling dear Darling, the friends that you knew,

The one's that you wait for to give up on you.

The lies some have told, the kindness others brought,

Some won't care what would happen, other's would miss you a lot.

Darling my Darling, the life that you live,

The joy, the happiness, all that you try to give.

The things that you hide, the lies that you tell,

People still don't get that you're not well.

Darling poor Darling, don't say your goodbyes,

Please listen to reasons, don't listen to lies.

I know it seems hard, but please you'll go through,

But I guess your decision is all that you knew.



What Have We Done.

What world is this?

It's the home we've now destroyed.

It's the land we've hurt so bad.

It's the people we have killed.

It's the wars we have not ended.

It's the animals we've killed off.

It's the greed we all consume.

It's technology overwhelming us.

It's nature we've come to ignore.

It's people crying out.

It's mass killings.

It's the killing of ourselves.

It's the crying of our children.

It's the inequalities we have.

It's the pain we all indure.

It's the harm that'll never stop.

What is this hell?

The World's Lullaby

Here and There, Everywhere
The world is falling down.
Far away, Here to stay
Not a soothing sound.
Where's my lullaby?

Dad is mean, Words unclean
Saying without a care.
Sadness stays, Endless days
Life getting nowhere.
Still no lullaby.

Teachers talk, Students walk
I would sit alone.
Friends divide, Enemies collide
I don't deserve a throne.
I want a lullaby.

Guns are heard, A seldom word
Evil runs through their head.
People die, Children cry
Rebels leave them all for dead.
Will I get a lullaby?

Wars will rein, Nothing but pain
Sorrow isn't far.
Family and friends, Finding ends
Not a shining star.
Can I have a lullaby?

Heartless souls, Endless tolls
For husband, kid, or wife.
Dying land, Just so grand
Welcome, this is life.
I'll never get a lullaby.

So this is my goodbye.

Once Upon A Time....

Wouldn't it be nice if fairy tales were true? That every girl had a prince waiting for her, knowing that his sole purpose in life is to find his love and make her happy? That we all wore beautiful gowns once in a while and always lived happily ever after? That would be nice, but that's not how life works. If you want a real life story, it isn't exactly a fairytale. Especially not my story. But why not share my tale. A tale of a sad little princess.

Once Upon A Time, there was a cute little princess, maybe five or six, enjoying her years and going out with her comrades from time to time. But then, the king of her land went sour and bitter and began to hack away at her and her royal family. The poor princess then spent her days sitting in her tower with tears in her eyes. As she walked her kingdom, she began to get ignored by the common folk an started to feel abandoned. She instead after, found joy in the arts where her passions were used. But all wasn't truly well either. So she spent her next few years in rein there alone and unloved.

Soon, the princess left the rein of that place to her younger sister, and headed for a new area to rule. When she started her new rule, she began to obtain new comrades, and lost the old ones. But soon after, the royal family began to split apart. Her king and queen argued over the simplest matters and her sister began to get angered and took her fury out on the princess. Soon, the queen was not pleased with the standards the princess received with her rule and began to get angered by her. Though when things began to almost drop for the princess, a few simple commoners came in and assisted the princess, especially since a new princess was fighting against her. The two spent in battle, the newcomer fighting back while the other princess aimed for reasoning until a friend of the princess was hurt. Soon after the battle ended, neither truly successful.

As the years progressed, the life of the princess began to damage and break. A friend had come along and helped assist the princess, but in the end, she turned out a witch an left the princess hurt and even more broken. The princess' passion became a problem since the folks there were pushing her away. Leaving her to be ruling alone. Though a few commoners stayed by her, believing in their princess, but she felt that the way she was ruling wasn't very helpful and was hurting them. Things began to dwindle down and for the princess all seemed lost.

Surprised I stopped? Thought there'd be more? Sadly, there isn't. This story has no end yet. But will there be a happy ending for her? Will there be a prince coming to save her? Will she finally find the joy she's looking for? I don't know. This ending could either take forever, or it shall end soon. But if it ends soon, it would end like a nursery rhyme, not a fairytale. And we know they're two different things for nursery ryhmes aren't exactly happy endings. And there will be ashes, ashes, all falling down.